currently;;on my bed~~
wanted to write in japanese,
but my brain is too dead now..
i am officially falling for wrong guys,
although i have long realised that but..
i was so damn happy when i saw my fan goods just now >w<
feeling so happy that i can see them on photos? >//<
most probably,
i'll be stuck with these guys for the whole of my life.
and i can die peacefully(?) once they stop singing.
pathetic xD
so even if i have a boyfriend or a family in the future,
they WILL be ranked behind my pretty boys/anime/electronic devices.
omg, then they are more pathetic then i am~~!
maybe i should try and be a normal person in my next life.
yarr, my next life.
so i should remain weird for now and enjoy every moment of it(:
i am weird for the whole of my life,
spent more than 10 years trying to be what people see as normal,
till i am so sick and tired of it,
therefore,
i should just remain as a weirdo~~ ^^
♥ 2:44:00 am, Lacrimosa