shiroi memories

2011-07-04T10:36:00.002+08:00

お誕生日おめでとう！

愛しいのじんじん～

2011-06-23T02:47:00.002+08:00

誰にもいなくて静かな夜に
そばにいてくれる月
ありがとう

2011-06-15T12:30:00.001+08:00

今；；学校に！

何となく休みだ～　わい！

今日いい天気だ

少し風が吹いてる(:

今日調子いい！！！

まぁな。。

「今もただあなた、あなたの事ばかり。」＜＜　HYさんの３６６日

2011-06-12T02:17:00.001+08:00

もう良いよって

何も考えたくない！

考え過ぎて眠り辛い。。

独り旅行行ったり暮らしたりしたいなー

人と一緒だったらきっと傷つくする

情けないあたし！！!

2011-06-08T17:33:00.002+08:00

currently;;at my workplace!
ただいま！i am finally back to blog.

今日は久々の「何もしたくない日」

あたしは何度も何度も誓ったのに
失敗はしないって誓ったのに
まぁ。。。

独り旅行したい
誰にも知らない場所行きたい

damn depressing to know that i am gonna be hatachi next year *sighs*

2011-04-26T06:26:00.001+08:00

最初の曲は幼い頃聞いたコナンのEDになっていたの「君がいない夏」
今聞くと懐かしく感じる～　＾＾
癒されるわ。

2011-04-20T04:52:00.004+08:00

夢のような人だから

夢のように消えるのです

その定めを知りながら

捲られてきた季節のページ

落ちては溶ける粉雪みたい

止まらない想い

愛さなくていいから

遠くで見守ってて

強がってるんだよ

でも繋がってたいんだよ

あなたがまだ好きだから

もっと泣けばよかった

もっと笑えばよかった

バカだなって言ってよ

気にするなって言ってよ

あなたに　ただ逢いたくて

初めてでした　これまでの日々

間違ってないと思えたこと

陽だまりみたいな　その笑顔

生きる道を照らしてくれました

心の雨に傘をくれたのは

あなたひとりだった

愛せなくていいから

ここから見守ってる

強がってるんだよ

でも繋がってたいんだよ

あなたが　まだ好きだから

おなじ月の下で

おなじ涙流した

ダメなんだよって

離れたくないって

ただひとこと　ただ言えなくて

いつか生命の旅

終わるその時も

祈るでしょう

あなたが憧れた

「あなた」であることを

その笑顔を　幸せを

愛さなくていいから

遠くで見守ってて

強がってるんだよ

でも繋がってたいんだよ

あなたがまだ好きだから

もっと泣けばよかった

もっと笑えばよかったのかな

バカだなって言ってよ

気にするなって言ってよ

あなたに　ただ逢いたくて

あなたに　ただ逢いたくて

2011-04-17T05:38:00.004+08:00

ちょうど気づいたよ
今でも彼を好きだよ～
私の初恋を＾＾

彼は誰かが
知ってる人は知ってるよLOLOLOLOL

2011-04-09T00:21:00.003+08:00

ピ～ちゃんお誕生日おめでとう！！！

元気でね＾＾無理しないでね。

2011-04-05T01:37:00.002+08:00

今；；いつものあの場所

また泣いちゃった
情けないな。。私

自分が泣けるの言い訳だ
どうせ人の前泣くのは自分らしくないわ

『やるべき』と『やりたい』の違い。。

私は多分
今やっているものはやるべき物の中で易しいほうを選んだだけ

2011-03-29T00:17:00.002+08:00

今；；あそこにしかいないぴょん！

は～い
今日なんとなく元気そうだ！！＾＾

で、なんとなく
「生きてるって良かった！」
と思っている～～～

さぁな。。

何があっても、死ななければいいことじゃない？
ニャハ！～

2011-03-27T17:08:00.003+08:00

currently;;lying lazily on my bed あんまり元気でないね
昨日自分を喜ばせると思って買い物に行ったけど結局好きなものもなんかないし、元気も出ない状況で帰った電車の中で、窓の中の自分を見てってなんとなく自分も分からなくなったで、帰ったらシャワーを浴びてる時泣いたより泣かしたのほうが。。。　自分をまぁまぁ　バカバカしいこといろんな考えたやらないのが知ってるけどやっぱやらなかったのは良かったわ

2011-03-25T09:30:00.002+08:00

今；；いつものように

寝たいでも眠れない！！
どうしよう～

HOW HOW HOW HOW
SOMEONE SPARE ME SOME TEAR-JERKING STUFF
I WANNNNNNA SLLLEEEPPPP~

2011-03-22T07:16:00.004+08:00

今；；フランスのアパートのベッドの上！！
ただいま！！！！！～～～～～

THAT FREAKING FLIGHT WAS DELAYYYYYYEEEEDDD!!!

MY BODY HURTS LIKE MAD ：///
BLAME SKIING! <<<　FUN THOUGH!!^^

***

おめでとう！！！＾＾

六つは一つになる日を待つ。

声を重なった日まで。

2011-03-21T02:54:00.005+08:00

IN CASE I DON'T GET A CHANCE TO GO ONLINE ON 22/3/2011:

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO KAT-TUN!!^^

2011-03-18T16:41:00.002+08:00

currently;; ON MY BED! <<　early in the morning, too hyper?!!

LOTSA WORK TO DOOOOOOO!
全都是骗人的！！~
i came here to slack only to find out that the workload remains unchanged >//<

lazy me (*'~`)v

来週テストいっぱいいっぱい～～
大嫌いっ！

2011-03-14T21:44:00.003+08:00

currently;;on the bed in france, with my lovely hiro-kun, and kame on the screen!
d no arashi is addictive xD

i am now kinda amazed by the speed i can watch shows and dramas online~

lazy to make lunch!! >//< mushroom soup!!~
ma tarte framboise beside moi~
shortage of food recently, my room mate and her friend is now out xD

am typing random crap because some random stalker is bugging me to update.
i shall be good and type in english :3

leaving for switz this weekend.
house on fire please call +33638247918 or +6592217035 ^^

ciao ciao.

2011-03-13T03:55:00.003+08:00

日本とみんなさん
諦めないで！
負けないで
世界があなたの味方なんだから、独りじゃないよ！！！！！！！！

NHK news caster damn poor thing!!! >//<

2011-03-03T02:13:00.002+08:00

多分永遠に叶わない夢だね
今はただ望んでいる
過去にいたいわ

2010-12-27T10:16:00.002+08:00

今；同じで、ベッドの上。。
当たり前であのベッドじゃないけど
フランスの～

あの６つの声、
本当にもう一回重ねて聴きたいな　>//<

涙どのぐらい流されていいの

見た目のままは本当の真実じゃないかもしれない
あの見えない絆の存在も本当にあるかもしれない

けど、今あたしの心の中で残られたのは
ただの切ない気持ち

心が壊れそうな痛み

２０１０年はそろそろ終わるのに
一番欲しいのは２００９年に時間を止めるように。。
２００９年に居たい

どうして失恋もしないで
心はこんなに苦しいの
これが初めてだな～

こんな寂しい感じも初めて
当然で、切ない感じも。

2010-12-02T02:44:00.002+08:00

currently;;on my bed~~

wanted to write in japanese,
but my brain is too dead now..

i am officially falling for wrong guys,
although i have long realised that but..

i was so damn happy when i saw my fan goods just now >w<
feeling so happy that i can see them on photos? >//<

most probably,
i'll be stuck with these guys for the whole of my life.
and i can die peacefully(?) once they stop singing.

pathetic xD

so even if i have a boyfriend or a family in the future,
they WILL be ranked behind my pretty boys/anime/electronic devices.
omg, then they are more pathetic then i am~~!

maybe i should try and be a normal person in my next life.
yarr, my next life.
so i should remain weird for now and enjoy every moment of it(:

i am weird for the whole of my life,
spent more than 10 years trying to be what people see as normal,
till i am so sick and tired of it,
therefore,
i should just remain as a weirdo~~ ^^

2010-11-18T02:37:00.000+08:00



		I will marry Akanishi Jin.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in Japan in our fabulous Mansion.
		We will have 1 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a white Lamborghini.
		I will spend my days as a freeter/stalker, and live happily ever after.

Whooohoooo~
Kore yume daaaa~~~~ xD

2010-11-11T23:12:00.000+08:00

テゴニャン　お誕生日おめでとう（：
エロ王子～

2010-11-08T23:44:00.006+08:00

亀梨和也
赤西仁
中丸雄一
１２年入社おめでとうございます！！！

そして。。。

今日も赤亀の記念日だ！　(*｀▽´*)　(*´；ェ；｀*)
お互いに愛し続け出ください～

2010-11-05T17:28:00.002+08:00

今；；ベッドの上・ひろしの前に

さっきKAT-TUNでSMILEを聞きました。
なんか今やっと少しつづ、５人のKAT-TUNを認めます。
今でも仁を愛しても、他の５人を無視するにはできません>//<
５人のままのグルップを愛することを学びます。

この人生に最大の願いはもう一度あの六つの声を重ねていることです。
多分叶わないですね。

2010-11-05T11:34:00.001+08:00

コウちゃん　お誕生日おめでとうございます＾＾
あの子達を支えてくれてありがとう～

2010-11-03T19:44:00.001+08:00

亮ちゃん、
お誕生日おめでとう～
いつもじんじんを支えてくれてありがとう＾＾

2010-10-21T01:57:00.002+08:00

currently; where else can i be at?

it isn't healthy to watch Jin dancing to Pinky in the morning.

i didn't know he was such a hottie years ago.
well, i know it, but... watching it at 1.25am is... >//<

i am amazed by myself^^

i can watch Read Face con dvd on the big screen,
and watch Tatta Hitotsu No Koi on the small screen.
at the same time.

meaning:
i can watch Kame on the big screen,
and watch Kame on the small screen.
at the same time.

xD xD xD i am mad~~~

my eyes are gonna close soon,
but i wanna watch and read about my cute guys more xD

jya jya.
ciao

2010-10-14T22:19:00.002+08:00

currently; on my bed~
eating a two day old milk caramel steam cake xD

was reading Akame fanfic again, at my workplace just now.
people who knows me well knows what happened next >//<

if a person commits sucide, he/she can't go to heaven?
what if he died, and if i kill myself, then i will also not be able to meet him in heaven?!
that's so pathetic!
maybe i can die earlier than him so i won't be sad,
but knowing that he will be sad, makes me even sadder.
yeah, so i can't die earlier..
ohh gosh, then how?!
how to die together yet not committing sucide?
hmmm accidents?(: (wahahahahahahh xD)

maybe the right person can tell me the right answer.
me no like farewells, so i shall be alone for now.

i love my virtual, non-human and real cute guys^^

2010-10-06T02:11:00.002+08:00

currently;;on my dear bed.
yes, always there!

damn tired~
i shall complain here, once again!
why did i choose to start work so early
and complain about the lack of time to shop??!

i finally understood the meaning of 'Gaining through losing'.
my boys taught me that.

i will probably never hear 'Eternal', 'Tipsy Love' and 'Body Talk' if he stays with them.
neither will i be able to see how he enjoyed his stage to the fullest.
even though i still don't like his english songs, ~~well, i might never like them xD~~
...

ありがとうな。

i know i will never get over this.

2010-09-26T23:50:00.002+08:00

currently;;finally, on my bed >//<

stupid jin is making me cry every single day!

read a fan's diary on the event that have happened 4 years ago.
only to realise that i am not the only idiot who is crying day in and day out because of him.
wahahahhah. i should be happy then.

「泣いた分を笑顔が待ってる。」
あなたが言ったよね。

信じてもいいよね。

2010-09-21T02:16:00.002+08:00

今；；ベッドにひろしを使っている。
えっと、「ひろし」はパソコンの名前なんだけど。
そして、携帯は「和樹」と言うとiPodは「雫」。
イメージキャラもあるよ。
はっは～私変ねxD

NEWSのUnplugged　Liveを見ていた。
沢山の涙をこぼれった。最初から泣いていた：///
やばいねー
一年の中の四季節も一生ってテーマがあった。
すごく感動をした>//<

カツンの「春夏秋冬」を覚えたから。。。
あの天使たちね、私の人生に入ったから、この人生はそんなつまらなそうもないになった。
感謝しているよ。
あの声をくれた温もり。

もしそんなにあの男の子たちを見ていながらこの一生を渡るでもかまわないよ。
その思いは一瞬間に出た。
どうしてカツンは他のグルップのような元気元気にいるじゃないの。
でも私は後悔をしていないよ。

あいつの声をすごく聞きたいなぁ～
思いすぎて胸が苦しくなる！！！！

残ってる人生はただ夜の中に自分だけで好きなことをできる幸せだ。
多分彼氏や恋人も必要ではない。
だって、人と一緒に生きているは疲れそう。大変だもんね。

昔しで、「もしアニメがなくなったら、私も生きたくない」って言葉を言った。
本気だったよ。今もそう思っている。
アニメは私の大切な友達だから。（多分人間の友達より大切かもしれない！）
沢山の事を教えてもらったから。（多分両親が教えたものより多いかもしれない！）
そして温もりももらった（：

太陽なんて要らない。＜＜TOKIOの新しい曲の中の歌詞＾＾
太陽より月が必要で、好きだ。
朝と昼より夜に住んでいたい。

まぁぁ、日本で私はもっと素直にできる。。。～～～

ひろしと和樹と雫が大好き。ラブラブ％％％

じゃじゃ
ciao

2010-09-18T01:26:00.003+08:00

currently;;on my dear dear bed(:

2 months after that shocking news.
i think i finally start to get over it, just a little.
(i wonder how many litres of tears i ~~wasted (for them, never wasted)~~ shed)

although all these might not be real at all, not to the slightest bit,

Dear Turtle,
Please Please Please stay with him.
アイツのそばに居てくれ、支えてくれ、温もりをくれ。
お願いだから。

this is as far as how screwed a fangirl's mind can be.
ignore me, i love my fantasy world, where it exists only in the dark.
only hiroshi and myself.
誰にも邪魔できない世界、ずっと守ってる世界。
一の明るくなくて美しい世界。

また会えるの日があるのは信じたい。
心から、その天使たちを愛する。
何が変わっても、それは永遠に変わらないんだ。
私は死ぬ日まで。

it's still a long way to go before i can fully get over this,
perhaps, i will never forget this for the rest of my life.
subconciously, i will search for you in them.
subconciously, i will strain my ears to hear your harmony in their songs.

up till now, i still don't dare to listen to their new songs.
because, i know that i will never get to hear his voice in them ever again.
the voice that didn't appear for once 4 years ago allowed the history repeats itself,
by never appearing ever again.

me hoping for something that will never happen again >//<

～～～

i am the one who wants to start work early, and the one who started work early.
yet the one who is complaining about the lack of time to go shopping.
what a weird me!

2010-09-15T00:06:00.003+08:00

currently; the usual location. messing with hiroshi yet again!

my eyes are closing. really tired~

wasn't in a good mood today.
serve myself right for reading the wrong thing
before i slept last night and this very morning.

i always blame myself for liking the wrong stuff leading this abnormal self.
all i regreted is knowing the existence of these angels too late.
if i have known them earlier, i might be even sadder now. *sighs*
damn! they belong as 6, forever. at least, that applies to me.

ironically, i thought of how poor thing my future boyfriend (if any) would to be ranked behind so many things xD

ahh. i amm sooooo into BL now!
(damn my crooked personality!)

2010-09-09T06:15:00.002+08:00

currently;;on my bed xD
yes, at this weird timing. (i am still awake!)
coz i woke up at 3.45am(:

last paper tomorrow!!!
efma : it sucks.

i think something is wrong with my body.
to the point that i cleared the medicines in my house.
wahahhahah >//<>_~

the japanese guys were funny.
mel's standard is too high ^^

i can't wait to be out of Singapore xD xD
although i would much prefer to visit my second home.

2010-09-05T06:45:00.002+08:00

ここで誓いますわ。
死ぬまで続きます。
諦めてはいけません。　
自分を許さないからです。
目の前に何があっても、絶対に負けないで泣かないです。

愛するものをもっと愛と感謝を込めて、この人生で守ります。

－自分は自分のために生きて行く－

2010-09-02T03:09:00.003+08:00

currently;;on my bed!!
my eyes are closing, ahhhh.
cannot sleep yet~ damn. sick of studying already xD

sicky >//<
fever coming on and off.

having this alternate lifestyle recently.
who decided that people should sleep at night and not in the day?

morning shall never come(:
(one of my many wishes that will never come true!)

ohh. saw KT's con footages xD
cute guys in kimono are sooo pretty!!!
too much BL lately. gonna go 'more' abnormal :}

ciao!

2010-08-18T17:54:00.002+08:00

currently;;on my bed(:

i had weird dreams again!!!
yesterday night.
i hate them. yucks.
>//<

EWWWWWWWWWWW.

ciao!

2010-08-17T15:45:00.002+08:00

currently;;at my workplace.
not working today.hahah
just disturbing germy and studying here~

i feel so weird these few days.
don't know what has gotten into me.
maybe i shall get myself isolated.

now i can cry this moment and laugh at the very next.
am i truly insane?

2010-08-15T15:09:00.002+08:00

今；；バイト中。

今日の自分も嫌いになりました。

嵐は素敵！！！～
以上。

消えたい

2010-08-11T17:31:00.003+08:00

currently;;on my bed!
just came back from ION.
was asked to go down for an interview at Allie's workplace.
nice people there xD

ahhh. this!!!:

Rank	KAT-TUN Ranking Favorite (Top) to Least Favorite (Bottom)

http://j-excite.com/kattun-ranker/

a ranking i just did(:
my jinny is up there(:
this made my day(:

dewa dewa,
ciao!

2010-08-08T16:25:00.002+08:00

今；いつものあの場所
そう、ベッドだよ！

あれはまた日本語で書いているエントリーだ。
たった日本語を使うなら、もっと素直になれる。

今の私は空っぽにしている。

すごく泣きたい、何の理由もなく。

独りにしたい。誰にもいない世界。

暗闇の中で、
ずっと窓の外に光がある。
私はその静かで明るくないの世界に住んでいたい。

2010-08-05T01:58:00.002+08:00

currently;;camping at germ's house xD
hajimete dayo!!~

nyan.
am now "eating" my business law lecture notes.

looks like i will be leaving on 14th dec, for france.
and that i am not gonna go for the japan trip. (the members are nice people though)

will i miss home?
wahahhahahah. maybe i am just gonna stay there and not come back!
joudan joudan~~ ^^

2010-07-24T02:02:00.000+08:00

currently;;on my dear bed(:

what an uneventful and unproductive day.
god, i need my source of energy!!!!
maybe i should switch back to being an otaku?

damn. i feel so empty now.

2010-07-22T21:11:00.006+08:00

currently;; at my workplace.
yeaterday was meccha-fun!!! xD
my first time watching two movies in a day~

Eclipse and Nodame Cantabile!!!
Great movies(: Awesome, Marvellous, Barvo +_+
blur walked into automated glass door xD
(shh. don't tell her)

ahh.
LIAR GAME POSTER!

WATCHED THE TRAILER AHHHH. SHOTA!! >//<

mellu's great job in comics con bishan xD

2010-07-20T11:37:00.004+08:00

今；学校の日本語の授業の中。
ちょっとひまです。

何をしてもいいですか。

あぁ。
ジャミちゃんからのメール～　ありがとう！！！

すごくひまです。

うわぁぁ。
ひま、ひま、ひま
つまらない！！！！

詰まらない毎日抜け出すぜ～

＞・・＜　＜－－これ可愛い～～
ネズミ？？

後９分。。（授業が終わるまで）
ｍｍｍｍｍｍｍｍっみいいい～～～～～～～

８分だ。

以上。

2010-07-17T23:29:00.002+08:00

currently;;heartbroken.
すごく痛い。泣きたい。

good bye and good luck, my dear.
may you succeed over there,
and all dreams come true.
if you are happy, then i am happy for you.

i miss you singing in jap.
i miss your baka-ness.
i miss your harmony in kt's song.
i miss your good old days.

あの頃信じた絆は違うか。

2010-07-13T23:02:00.002+08:00

currently;; on my bed~
wanna sleep before time runs out..
damn my life to hell.now

as much as i am cursing, i chose what i have chosen.
blah.

uwahh, i miss him.
have been feeding on his voice to keep me operating.
wahahahahha.
PS. those who know me well enough know who he is.

now i really think that i was born in the wrong country..

2010-07-04T11:28:00.003+08:00

愛しい仁へ

お誕生日おめでとうございます。
夢を叶うために頑張ってください～
日本へ帰ることを忘れないでね。。

忘れないよ
僕はキミを
愛しているから

2010-06-24T21:02:00.002+08:00

currently;;at my workplace (again!!)
i am bored!!!~
damn parental control. wahahahha

it was fun today(:
although my japanese can't go any lousier than this, but, well.
it ends well, at least.

this world is small,
i mean singapore is so small that jap fans know one another~

hmm. japanese girls said escalators of mrt stations are fast xD
lolol.

nyan nyan.
another 54 minutes to go~

i don't wanna fail toefl, sounds so kuku.
ewwww. have to get >=83/120.
pray hard...._.

2010-06-15T20:36:00.003+08:00

currently;; at my workplace!!!~

i am back, tada imaaaaa~~
the main reason i am back is:

I MISS HIM!!!!
(i need a channel to let out the emotions)
jinny~
my energy source has been 'gone' for almost 2 months.

today isn't a terrible day, but it isn't so nice, too.
nyan. i am going mad.

mad. mad. mad. mad. mad.

dareka tasukete kurenai ka?
maa ii. dare mo konakute ii.

nyan. ciao. mata nee.

maybe i should switch to ameblo - where no one knows me..

2010-05-25T23:20:00.002+08:00

今；；いつものあの場所

今日疲れた。
今日の自分が嫌い。

これは自分で選んだ人生。
何もできないとしても、ちゃんっと向き合ってください。

弱い人間をならない、なれない。。。

一人で生きることが辛いとしても、続く。
苦しい時や悲しい時に、自分を傷つけて、立って続く。

2010-04-29T17:47:00.002+08:00

今；バイト中ｘD

何だ～また日本語で？
何とか、日本語だけでちょっと素直になれる。

えと、人生と言う物は何?

毎日毎日同じなものをしていて、そして明日起きたからまた始まる。
それは本当にいいの？

あたしは普通な人生は欲しくない。
どうして人生は勉強から始まって、そして仕事をやって、誰かと結婚をして、最後は死ぬ。
つまらないでしょう～

如何して人間はいつも他の人と一緒がいい？
どうして違うのはいけないの？

永遠の時間が欲しい。
そうなら、別れことがない。

あの｢相手の代わりにあたしが死ねばいい｣
と「もしあなたが死ねば、あたしも連れて行く。かまわないから。」の愛が欲しい。

でも、あたしの心はそんなことができないかもしれない。

2010-04-27T21:31:00.003+08:00

currently;; back to my favourite spot!!

many things had happened.
am damn lazy to update~

blahblahblah.

月の光はどんなものより美しいである。
永遠を願うことがしたい、あの永遠に叶わない願いを。
今でも永遠を信じてる、叶わないでも信じてる。
別れことが下手だから、何とか若いときに死んでもいい。
そうけれども、この世界に生まれたことをありがたいなぁー

2010-04-20T01:38:00.002+08:00

currently;; listening to tegomass's 夜は星をながめておくれ.
damn it.
it made me cried like mad.

why in hell can that happen?
how in hell can i smile and laugh at the night sky when that whoever is already dead?

what in hell is that 'if i die tomorrow'?
then i think i am dying tomorrow, too.

嫌だ。想像できない。死んでしまう。

2010-04-19T18:21:00.002+08:00

今；；ベッドの上に。

うわｈｈｈ。今日はとても苦しかったです。
まず、友達がいないです。みんなが昔から友達になったから、今はちょっと変です。
そして、日本語が使えながった。違う、話せる相手がいない。もし相手がいた、でも日本語が分かりませんでしょう～
一緒にキャキャーをする人がいないぃぃぃぃぃ！！

2010-04-10T03:16:00.002+08:00

currently;;back to my old position!!!
lols. tension max.
doesn't feel like 3am yet.

spent last night at mel's house.
meccha FUN~
had a Nobuta wo Produce ma-ra-thon!!~
although we cleared 6 episodes only.
pi-pi mechha kawaii!!!!!~ :3

blah.
so much for over-friendly person today.
bad experience, kana..
what's with them?? lols.

don't feel very well now.
better find alice soon~

weird dreams please DON'T appear, again!!!!!
i am soo traumatised.

2010-04-09T01:01:00.001+08:00

ピーピ～
お誕生日おめでとう！！！！！！！～

神様のプレゼント～～　君のHappy Birthday^^

2010-04-04T01:44:00.003+08:00

お疲れ様でした。

ありがとうございました。

ずっと忘れない、あなたたちの物語も、教えてくれたものも。

2010-04-03T22:04:00.003+08:00

今は：「愛している」を聞きながら、メルちゃんと喋っている。

さっきは最後の最後の犬夜叉を見ていましたから、今日は日本語でブログをしようと思う。
いいでしょう、偶に。

すごかったよ、犬夜叉は。
たぶん泣かないと思った。でも、いつものように負けた。
最初はあのとても悲しい気持ちを感じなかったが、目は嘘をついてない。
すぐにたくさんの涙が落ちた。
あぁ、やっはり会えないの気持ちは苦しいだ。

今もちょっと信じられない。かごめは自分の世界を諦めたこと。
本当の愛かな、もし相手のためなら、何もあきらめてもいい。
結局、ハッピーエンディングになった。これが充分だ。

あの子達は幸せそう、私も嬉しい＾＾

寂しいな～　勝平の声～～～～　大好き！！

私はずっと前にアニメと友達になった。
もしアニメがないなら、私は死んじゃうよ。

アンパンマンは可愛いでしょう～

恐れないで　みんなのために～～～

2010-04-01T01:28:00.002+08:00

currently;in gen's house, in gen's room,
using her laptop.

came to stay over yesterday.

the four of us made onigiris and chirashi rice.
oi-chii~ :3

bun went home after those traumatising uno stacko games.
the rest of us watched hunter x hunter till 5am xD

the jurong sports complex was a hell lot of fun.
mel mama looked after our stuff...
she didn't bring her swimsuit! blah.
wahahah-

gen and i were mad over the wave pool that
we jumped at every crown of the wave for 10mins?

i love milk green tea!!!!

2010-03-30T01:40:00.009+08:00

currently;;my usual place, wahahah.
where else could I be at this time?

went out with my mum the whole of today...ehh. i mean yesterday.
with the intention of picking up my cute phone.
that damn keitai(jap for hp) guy didn't inform me that my cute keitai is still with the customs.
IT GOT DETAINED!

yeah, we went an wasted trip.
so we spent the day shopping and eating.

whoohooo~ i got this from iluma.
have passed by the same shop so many times
but failed to notice this little thing on the shelf><

------
何回でも朝は来ないように願った、一回も叶わない。
多分一生を掛かるでも叶わない、かなぁ。

愛とか幸せとか、そんな言うものは本当ある？

私の心はなんかそんなことができない、ハハハー

2010-03-26T12:46:00.003+08:00

currently;;at my workplace.

the purpose of this post is to vent my displeaseness of jin xD

i can't believe that my-pace(jap slang) person is doing it again!!!~
he is letting the history repeats itself.
and i am hating him for the moment.

yet a part of me is still happy that he got the chance...._<

wahhhhhh.
now i feel weird listening to kt's songs.

kt-tun are too kind.

when i heard that he is going to LA, that is the first time i ever want to go there.
then the news came that jin is NOT joining k(a)t-tun for their first asia tour.. blah.
i believe that he need not have his solo tour this soon.
the original club live is only two days, which leaves him plenty of time
to join kt-tun for the rest of the asia tour.
the asia tour won't start that soon anyway ><

------

went out with the goongys yesterday.
we sat at Shokudo for hours just to listen to the songs.
hahahs, as expected, the manager-san is really a yamapi fan(:
i think we sat there too long and was singing along for most of the songs. oppps
barechatta-

mel that traitor.
she called her 'jiejie~' xD
(just coz she likes pi. lolol)

all we did was sitting there, eating and drinking, then crapped.
for 3hours plus xD

2010-03-22T22:43:00.003+08:00

currently;;as usual.

supposed to wake up at 11am plus this morning.
to meet mel at orchard station to watch KAIJI together.
i overslept ><"
ended up watching the 1455 show at amk hub.
gomennasai~

fujiwara-chan was sooo cute!!
what a pity kenichi-chan 'died'. ewwww.
and he died a lame way.
ken-chan was uber cute, though not the normal way. wahahahah

i finally know why the half the seats were occupied even the movie opened days ago.
quite an unusual sight for a japanese movie in singapore..
the movie is 101% worthwhile to watch, just a little tormenting at some scenes.
it showed the flaws and sickness in human's nature.

someone please suggest me some activities to kill time till 5am?
i wanna sleep past noon tomorrow.
i don't want to login in to look at my results tomorrow.
anyone willing to help me look at it? xD

2010-03-22T22:35:00.003+08:00

KAT-TUN
四周年デビューおめでとうございます。

I couldn't find KAT-TUN's group photos in my image database.
too much akame~

wahahah, i spammed kame's allnightnippon mailbox xD
somehow calculated the number of years wrongly ><

i miss those angels. they were so pure in the past.

2010-03-17T13:59:00.002+08:00

currently;;on my bed!!~

no activities planned for today ><
kinda bored.

had a mini class gathering with 4e1 people last night.
less than half of the class turned up, but it's good that the rest did(:

what shall i do for the rest of the day... *wonders*

am meeting mellu-chan to watch Nodame Cantabile in the evening.
blahblahblah.

i wanna go taiwan now xD
the BANDAGE movie is showing in taiwan.
NOT HERE!!!
MY JINNNNY~~
uwahh.

2010-03-13T00:13:00.002+08:00

currently;;back on my bed^^
wheeeeee~

heeeheeeee.
no work tomorrow xD

rewatched the movie of Phantom of the Opera.
still think that it's super amazing.
you people must have thought i am mad.
yes, i am xD

i wanna watch its sequel - Phantom: Love Never Dies.
ewwwwwwww :3

don't ask me why i don't like korean dramas and like these stuffs.
not if you don't wanna get killed^^
*evil laughters*

after all these years i lived,
i have always known the weirdness in me,
or the not-so-normal kinda thing in me.
how come i feel that i am weirder than before?
wahahahhahahah.
my wires have gone wrong, wrong!!!(:

2010-03-11T23:31:00.005+08:00

currently;;chatting on msn.
i am in dead beat ><
wahahahhahah.

the surveyor job was fun xD
just that evil people were annoying. lolol

surprisingly, one of those who did the survey said he was from the same poly as i.
he asked me which poly i am from.
then he said he's my senior.
i was thinking "how many years my senior huh?" xD

met over-friendly people.
that guy asked his friends to do the survey as well^^
than super-friendly group of people asked if i want to have dinner with them...._<

Banana Creme Brulee Parfait @ Marvallous Cream was MARVALLOUS :3

my head hurts.
wires gone wrong.

ciao~
adios amigo.
*shooos back to use com*

2010-03-07T11:54:00.003+08:00

currently;; at my workplace.
slept too late yesterday ><
i wanna sleep sleep sleep~~

yesterday was sooo much fun!!!!
hmmm got teased by the people in jap class xD
like i only eat ovedue food, or i like to eat overdue food
such that it is an abnormal situation.
benny made a sentence out of it using the new sentence structure taught yesterday ><
uwahhhhhh.
almost laughed my head off.

like what, miruku-cha!!!
(it actually means milk tea, but it should be miruku-ti^^)
what on earth is that :3

the ika-uni sushi at Sushi Tei is fabulously delicious!!!!
ohh yarr, yes, i had dinner at Sushi Tei.

went to Cash Studio with my family after dinner.
FYI, Cash Studio is a ulu karaoke chain xD
what to do...
THERE ARE TONS OF JAP SONGS OVER THERE!!!!!

my dad got soo high that he got his so0ng that he spilled the can of MUG.
wahahahhahahah.
then my mum's face turned ....._.

2010-03-03T04:01:00.003+08:00

currently;; reading Twilight fanfic.
my best companion besides cute guys.

took in too much emotions today ><
like heaps of information. arghhh

maybe this whole thing about life is just a computor game.
someone created it out of fun. like SIMS.
then when people dies, they just wake up somewhere they truly belong to..

if the date of doomsday is known, life may turn towards the better.
i will spent all my money the year before, do whatever craps i want to,
then die with all the people i know. together.

those people up there can have an easier time deleting data from the database.
we can meet up for high tea in the heaven, or perhaps in hell.
that will be much fun(:

everybody has the same death anniversary *smile*

then the will be no crimes and problems in the world.
since we are going to die together, why bother?

-----

went out with germy today.
too much time to spare anyway.

ohhhya. i wanted to rip her head off sooooo much.
and skin her!!

she said she didnt use any products except for cleanser to maintain her skin.
and didnt even use cleanser at times!!!!~ wahhhhhh.
she didnt know how to use a mask sheet that she had to research it on the net.
アリエナイ！！！！信じられない。

was at kinokuniya at one point of time.
i shouted 'jinny!' when i saw his face on the cover of that magazine.
two japanese girls were laughing when they passed by ><

hmmm. watched Percy J. with the three goongys yesterday.
the first time i ever liked a movie of this genre that much.
mainly coz the storyline wasn't messy like being ripped from a novel.

i want eyes that are able to see in the dark
so i can type properly with the lights off

2010-02-28T00:02:00.004+08:00

currently;; tension high!!!!!

ahhhhhhh!!!~
vancouver 2010 mascots are soooooooooooo cute!!!
chooo kawaii ><" say i am biased, i don't give a damn. these are 100000% cuter than those panda looking stuffs xD

~miga~

2010-02-27T21:50:00.005+08:00

currently;;on my parent's bed.
alone at home xD
the rest are down at the clubhouse~ whhheeeee.

jap lesson was fun(:
yupppp, 'interesting' should be the word.
チャチャは英語がペラペーラ！

finally gotten my cert for elementary jap.
we call it A Class.
the cert looked supppper nice(:

got my chinese name printed on it, too.
the ink is nice.wahahahah
private joke~

omg.
tegorin is sooo pretty.
i once thoought tacchan is the prettiest, and tego is the cutest.
but....!!

muji-obsession~~
blame germy. she's too influential.
i mean muji is too influential~~
its milk tea is so tea-ish xD
(lacked of a better word to describe it)
the choco coated raisin is nice!,
or rather addictive.
either that or am i mad??
got a little red pen case from there, too.

was feeling damn wretched yesterday.
i wonder how many gallons of water i wasted in the bathroom.
heeeheees. don't let my mum know about this ><

あの時、あたしは一生懸命にならなかった。
今いっぱいの犯罪感が胸にある。
苦しい。そんな感じが嫌だ。

どうしていつの間に日本語じゃないなら、思いは届かないの。。

2010-02-26T02:15:00.003+08:00

currently;;on my bed with my laptop.
yes, laptop xD he's finally back!!~

end of exams~ yay~
and i know i am done for > <

watched summer wars with mellu and genny this afternoon,
or yesterday's afternoon..

as usual, i lost.
I LOST TO A MOVIE AGAIN!!
(nothing to be proud of, gen said:)
負けちゃった。

あｈｈ。いつもそうだな～

okay, i am so useless against this kind of stuff.

today marks to start of my sleep-in-the-day lifestyle ..._<

2010-02-23T15:44:00.002+08:00

currently;;listening to kame's aishiteiru kara~
(:(:(:(:

happy turtle day!!! xD

今日死んじゃった　＞＜
i hate stats~

2010-02-23T15:32:00.000+08:00

カメちゃん～
お誕生日おめでとう（：

愛しているから。

2010-02-11T22:30:00.002+08:00

currently;;listening to kame's 愛しているから
ラブラブ１００％

collected the items i bought from taobao from the person earlier.
gen bought tons of craps. lolol!!~ mainly fandom stuffs.

i finally got my bandage handphone charm and janji replica stamp necklace(:
the crown one gen got is nice~ should i get that, too? xD

------

ACE DIED!!!!! ><"
okay, as usual, i cried.
i will mourn for him.

why did he die?
why did he need to die?
why did the author 'killed' him?

i still don't know how he died, but..

kyaaaa!!!! ewwww. ururururuuru~
><.

blah.

Ace, thank you for taking care of your dumb brother so far.
people love you.
ONE PIECE is not that fun without you, nii-san.

2010-02-11T12:15:00.003+08:00

currently;; totally indulged in kame's new solo.
turtle!!!

i am soo happy that i still got my hard disk with me(:
hahahah, my lappy died.
i think i killed it, but don't remember how xD

the song is in the music player down there *pointpoint>>*
search for it^^
lyrics and translations are below.

kyuuuun~

xoxo

愛してるから
Aishiteiru Kara

Tatoeba moshi kono yoru
Boku ga kimi wo ushinatta toshitemo
Wasurenai yo boku wa kimi wo aishiteiru kara

Mijikai kiss wo sotto kawasuto tsuki akari no naka ni
Yawarakaku kanjiru tabi koboreru aijou
Warai goe toka kanashii kao mo takusan mite kita kedo
Hajimete miru sono sugata wa boku wo tomadowaseta
Kagi kakete sotto kokoro no naka ni...
Arigatou sae mo kimi no kokoro ni todokete nakute

Hatenaku tsudzuku michi no naka ni kimi wa nani wo omou no
Wasurenaide sono kokoro no soba ni sotto isasete

Kurushii kimochi yami ni kakushite fuzakete ita ano koro
Taikutsu na otona ni naru yotei datta kedo
Kagi kaketeta kokoro sotto akete
Arigatou to iu kotoba kimi ni ima todoku kana

Hatenaku tsudzuku michi no naka ni kimi wa nani wo omou no
Wasurenaide sono kokoro no soba ni sotto isasete

Kimi to no hibi sotto omoikaeshite wa
Hitori ja nai koto kimi ga boku ni oshiete kureta

Kimi ga kurushii toki wa dare yori mikata ni naru to kimeta
Wasurenaide boku wa kimi wo aishite...

Tatoeba moshi kono yoru
Boku ga kimi wo ushinatta toshitemo
Wasurenai yo boku wa kimi wo aishiteiru kara
Wasurenai de boku wa kimi wo aishiteiru kara

===================================

English translation

Because I love you

Even if I lost you tonight,
I won't ever forget, because I love you

Every time we softly exchanged a short kiss under the moonlight,
affection would overflow with the gentle feeling
Both your laughter and your sad face, I had come to see them many times,
but that look which I saw for the first time still amazed me
You hold the key to unlock my heart, softly...
My gratitude won't even reach your heart

In the middle of this road that goes on endlessly, I wonder what you are thinking
Don't ever forget, let me softly stay by your heart

There was a time when I would mess around,
hiding my pains in the darkness, fully planning on become just another boring adult,
but you held the key to softly open up my heart
I wonder if my word of "thanks" will reach you in this moment

In the middle of this road that goes on endlessly, I wonder what you are thinking
Don't ever forget, let me softly stay by your heart

Looking back on the days we were together,
you were the one who taught me that I was not alone

I have decided that I would be the one to stand by your side in times of sadness
Don't ever forget, that I love you...

Even if I lost you tonight,
I won't ever forget, because I love you
Don't ever forget, because I love you

credits:aween193@youtube

2010-01-30T23:48:00.002+08:00

currently; half brain-dead.
accountings lecture book opened without a a single word of the tutorial typed xD

i simply love the moon tonight.
there might be wolves out there. whooohooo

どうしてあたしはそんなに苦しいの。
勇気は出さない、あいつに言わない。
二人は別々の幸せがあるから、一緒にならない。
あいつの傷ついた顔を見たくない。
あたしは弱いだね。

EVERYBODY DO THE D-MOTION~

2010-01-24T23:49:00.004+08:00

currently;;cooling down from hyper mode!

i saw this around 5 mins ago,

かわいい１００％だ！！！！！！

I got so high that i almost died from screaming!!!!!!! ><
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~.

2010-01-22T11:14:00.003+08:00

currently;;in school,
supposingly doing macroE project...
(note the word: supposingly:)

i spent the whole of yesterday sleeping xD
reached home at 5pm plus.
and i went to sleep with my white presentation blouse till this morning!!!~
wahahahahhahah.

blame that traumatising marketing report!~

sooo looking toward to Ben and Jerry's later(: yum.

2010-01-19T21:02:00.003+08:00

currently;;on my bed, of course.
damn tired >< shall nap for a while later.

THE WORST THING IN HELL IS TO SEE JIN'S CONCERT TICKETS ON SALE YET UNABLE TO GO ><

nino is such a cutie with specs on, though he is already one without it.. xD

2010-01-15T03:57:00.003+08:00

currently;;rotting on my bed.
napped too much just now.
from 6plus to almost 11pm.
recharged what's needed.... finally got to enjoy a quiet night.

what shall i do for now?
another one and a half hour before my sis and mum are awake....
which means another one and a half hour before noise starts to appear..
shall keep my fingers moving... i mean typing..

report? dont feel like doing.
i have been facing the same report for almost a week. blah

lalalallalalalalllal
shit.damn!

it's new moon tonight.
even if i am wide awake there's no moon out there.
no fun. so lonely~ the dark is lonely without the full moon.
so incomplete.

---------

am hooked on fandom in these days.
thanks to gen and mel.
sang LOVEJUICE a thousand times in school.

she stood there waiting alone
green eyes, her shoulders exposed
smiling and biting her straw
she gave she one look i froze

lolol
can easily type that out.
blame jin ><

ohhhh mano's a good guy.
coz he closed both of his eyes during the test and presentation.
with his sunglasses on(:
whooohooo. opppps. ナイショダヨ。

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こんな静かな夜。
やっはり素晴らしいですよね。
邪魔な者は存在ではないみたい。
いいですよね。
時間がない世界、夜は。
もし朝は来ないなら、永遠に黒い世界に生きてる。
それもいい。
朝は大変なものだ。
もしみんな永遠に生きることができるなら、別れことはない。
そして、別れ悲しい涙もない。
いつかきっと、もう一度会える。素敵だな。
みんなは一つの空の下、同じ宇宙で生きているから。。
必ず会えるよ。

もし櫻が舞う季節は別れの季節なんて、
櫻が嫌いだ。

2010-01-09T21:43:00.002+08:00

currently;;in my workplace.
am seriously and urgently in need of a place to vent my anger.
so i thought of here.
(people who see this please pretend you didnt)

why do people always like to say don't know or even dunno?
idiotic humans.
coz those who said don't got an easy time off!!!
so they don't have to do work.
you weaklings!!!

2010-01-07T10:41:00.003+08:00

currently;;in school,
doing macroE,
and chatting with regen at the same time xD
she says i didn't update,
so i am here to update!

yeahyeah, yesterday's food trip!!
that was the first time i ever ate so much when i am outside,
nope..i dont even when i am at home~

hmmm i met up bun and then mel and gen at central.
since we four haven't eat lunch yet,
we went straight to liang court for lunch.

i was tricked by the auto-door ><>
finally, after the walk walk and walk walk walk part,
we reached(:

then we went straight to the supermarket..
i ate: 1. onigiri

(i left off here yesterday)

6.13pm, 8Jan'10
currently;;at my workplace,
typing the damn marketing report ><

ohhh to continue my food trip story..

gen said she wanted to eat flyfly whacker.
it's okonomiyaki from botejyu.
the logo looks like a flyfly whacker xD

so, i ate: 2. a whole okonomiyaki.
first in my lifetime i ever finished one by myself.uwahhhhh
the modanyaki (japanese fried noodles) ordered by mel and bun is very oily!
looks scary!!!~

next, we went to kinokuniya ~~to spy at guys ><~~
walked around the store to look at books, have fun...(and look at guys)

desserts come after lunch? agree?
somehow we decided to have crepes AND ice-cream.
bun gave up there. wahahhaha
so the other three of us ate crepes(: crepes!!!!!
thats the third thing i have eaten.

the weird thing was that mel was not enough full yet +_+
we again walked back to central for ice-cream.
gen and mel actually ate parfait!!!! wahhhhhhh.
whats the world coming to????!
well~, i ate a matcha pudding.
whooohoooo purin purin!!~ happy happy!!~

that's it.

i didn't have dinner that night xD

2010-01-01T21:56:00.002+08:00

currently;;on my bed(:

whooohoooooo.
I am supppperrr happpy!!!
hahahhas, my internet is finally all right.
had been so fed up by the damn connection for the past week ><
so happy that i finally get to hear jin's voice on my blog ^^

ohhh before i forget-

DEAR ALL,
HAPPY NEW YEAR(:
みんなさん、
あけましておめでとうございます。
今年もお願いします。

mel and bun came over to my place yesterday.
we watched kouhaku, had pizza for dinner.. and arashi for dessert!

lols, that's coz arashi came out only at 10plus.
what an amazing performance they had.
and i still havent figured out about the clothes changing trick xD
they ended up wearing the white outfit to johnny's countdown.
whooohooo. they managed to rush there(:

my real dessert was dango(: (: (:
i miss dango and i love dango. wahahahha
let's heck care my dessert craves.

went for a little swim just now.
to ease myself both physically and emotionally.
things are getting kinda out of hand recently ><

ciao ciao.

2009-12-24T23:56:00.002+08:00

currently;;on my bed(:
bandage is playing on my blog.whooohooo
go jinny!!~

went out with my jap class classmates today.
coincidence does happens.lols
i happened to be in the same train as alison and benita.
and the two blurblurs forgot to alight at outram park.
ohhh yeah, we went to liang court and central.

had onigiri for lunch, yummy(:

they kept saying that boon kiat's voice is like ah du's and the old singer's xD
THERE ARE ACTUALLY KAT-TUN'S ORIGINAL PV IN PARTYWORLD!
and it caused alison and i on high ><

i got boon kiat's "cool" present at the gift exchange.
it's a mini doggy vacuum cleaner.
my cute ducky pouch which i bought in the morning went to uncle,
benita got ali's bear (another coincidence), and ali got uncle's book (& pink piggy pouch).
so animal themed day~

curry for dinner!!! xD at mr curry, central.
wahahahhahaha there is an eggplant picture on the ladle.
what so interesting about eggplants??
ask any jin's fan, they will tell you why xD
dinner's delicious and fun-filled,
thanks uncle for the treat!

my black nail polish ran out two days ago,
am left with my right index finger non-black :
my mum bought me two bottles today(: ,
not knowing that - i bought another one bottle.
now i got THREE BOTTLES OF BLACK NAIL POLISH xD
who wants to turn into blacky come to me~

DEAR ALL,
MERRY CHRISTMAS~
みんなさん、
メリクリスマッス～

otakuism and fandom shall keep me alive for the time being(:

2009-12-22T11:24:00.003+08:00

currently;;in the school library.
researching for MacroE
and watching Detective Conan at the same time xD

& i saw this!!!!!~

Kyaaaaaa~ ちょかわいい！！（：

2009-12-18T01:11:00.002+08:00

currently;;on my sister's bed.lols

finally desu!!!~ the holidays are here.
although just freed from going to school,
not from doing work ><

the statistic test we had today was ultimate fun!!!
coz....
we actually OPENLY discussed the answers(:
the teacher is a nice guy huh?
we even chatted with him during the test.
he said 「i didn't see anything.」
it is a secret. shhhhh-

cockcroaches are actually cuter than leeches,
and tofus are for consumption.
(elina's latest theory.)

2009-12-06T18:29:00.003+08:00

今；；いつもの様に；ベッドで。

あぁ～今日は疲れました。
そんな早く起きましたので、SMUに行きました。
試験のために。

ヤバイナ～
そのテップはあまり聞こえませんでしたわ。
ダメしちゃった。

テストの後で、友達と一緒にご飯を食べました。
パスタを（：
みんなしゃべていた、いっぱい笑った。

・・・

たとえば　いつかこの世界で
生まれ変わっても
僕らはそれぞれ　同じように出会い
同じようにあなたを愛するでしょう
　
credits maishampoo@lj, jin's song - eternal.

それはいいでしょう
もしそんな愛があるなら、
一生かかってもいい。

2009-12-02T21:42:00.003+08:00

afa'09 - i love anisong concert.

taken from skoko-tan's blog

currently;;lying on my sis's bed.
chest down,
left hand tired from supporting the weight of my shoulders x_o

tired day, nope, it's a hassle-full day.
i overslept. ooooops. wahahahah
luckily not debarrded from ica.
got that "VERY LATE" on my paper :

kinda messed up the format a little.
hopefully, it dont end up bad.
wahhhhhhh ><

miiiiii~
wasted my money for that piece of paper,
somehow she wants to pass it to me today!!!
and i got no idea why?!

ate quite a bit of choco sauce just now, yum~
hershey's(:
my mum bought it, i eat it.

tired from staying awake.
nappy nappy~

if you people see me as benefits, that what i will do to you people, too.
thats just being fair(:

2009-11-29T12:39:00.002+08:00

currently;;on my parents' bed,
with a yakult bottle in my other hand xD

listening to Bandage by jinny(jin). whooohoo
bandage~

ahhhh i should have watched new moon two nights ago.
it's out on engwah'
should have chosen new moon over macroE!!~

Liar Game season 2's out!!
i love shinshin.

2009-11-26T18:51:00.004+08:00

Pan Pacific/24'11'09

very red together-photo.

super cute mug(: - door gift

for junhao only.opps

doing panda-germy a favour - she loves camwhoring

jess and me.

2009-11-25T23:09:00.004+08:00

ごめんね、本当にごめんね　手越ちゃん。
あなたの誕生日を忘れちゃった　＞＜

２２さい　お誕生日おめでとう。

2009-11-25T20:15:00.002+08:00

今は：ベッドで。

今日ごくせんの映画を見ました。
いい映画だった。嬉しいよ～

色々な思いを出した。
あの子たちが夢を見つけていた、がんばって生きていた。。
そして、一生懸命に大切なものを守っていた時。。
あたしの涙は全然止まらないよ。
いっぱい泣いちゃった。

泣き顔が下手ですわ。
あの子達が泣きそうに、あたしも泣いちゃった。

泣き虫だね。

あたしもがんばってしなきゃ。。。
でしょうね！！

じゃ、マタマタネ。

一生懸命になればいい（：

i think i got my motivation xD
let's watch gokusen again!!!

2009-11-22T01:35:00.003+08:00

currently;;on my bed.

i am happy to die now!!
went to anime festival!!!~ ahhhhhhhhh.
with mel(:

i so wanted to bring that chibi ryoma home.
too bad, he is a girl x_o
ewwwwewwwwww.

'i love anisong' concert was so so so so DAMN fun.

i love anime!
i love anisong!
we are otaku!

quotes by shoko-tan xD

am addicted to donuts.
coz mel brought me to donut factory. damn it.

am officially broke.
coz i went to kinokuniya yesterday.
but for books, it's worth it. (elina's theory no.1000000000)

yeahhhhh!!!

ciao, macro E tutorial's waiting for me.

2009-11-04T16:40:00.004+08:00

currently;; waiting for my hair to dry x_o
i wannananana sleep.

4 hours straight of effcom is killing.
lols. anne killer(nicked by gen) is powerful.
she is like the other mum to be dealt with in school.
although it is a fact that she is teaching well...._.

went to bishan for lunch at pizzahut after killer lessons.
and gen got drunk by drinking plain water xD
maybe someone spiked her drink.
heeeheheee. was playing with her on the train.
bun bun rolled her eyes at us. waahahhahah

i was caught up with evil to bun bun plan no. 1 - though it's just a plan.
i am evil!! xD

the story aside,
i almost thought that i attended a unreal lecture last week,
and that i existed in a different dimension. scaryyyy
(those who want to know the story contact me ;)

cant wait to watch NEWS~

2009-11-04T16:31:00.002+08:00

3'nov.
RYO-CHAN!!!! OTANJYOUBI OMEDETOU~
kimi no happy birthday, kimi no mirai ni sachi are(:

2009-10-19T23:27:00.004+08:00

currently;;in front of my com, as usual.
i know my blog has been dead for so long~~
am too lazy to update during the holidays xD

yeah, today is the first day of sem2.
i am having pre-school depression since...
like two days ago?? lols

lessons are inhuman.
to have me wake up in the morning is inhuman.
and anything before 12pm is inhuman.

ohhhh my otaku genes are backkkkk~
and not as though they ever left,
but they are just back!
i have been watching animes like hell.
and i enjoyed hell.wahahahhahhahahahahah xD

here are some of the photos of my trip to shanghai(:

hmmm will post more photos later on.....

2009-09-10T02:16:00.002+08:00

currently;;on my bed(:

heeeheeee, back frm th china trip.
i watched th sunset on th plane,
it lasted for a good 30mins(:

th stars were scattered all over th skies,
th lights from below passed thru th clouds.
plenty of white spots of lumination filled th dark night.
i saw those outside th plane's window.

th moon's pretty, too.
th orange one earlier was fantastic,
...its white now.
visible from my window.wooohooooo

shall update in th details tmr.
too lazy to type now :x

2009-08-19T01:05:00.002+08:00

currently;;half awake.

i saw twilight today.
7plus, near 8 at night..
not th movie, th real twilight.
omg.
l'heure bleue.

am losing my sanity,soon.